May Journal: Members Only

Why did I think it’s a good idea to journal every day of the month leading up to my birthday, in spite of my difficulty to share candid things to the world? I could’ve just logged everything on a private and offline diary system but nope, I decided to make this website contain my daily thoughts. You know what, I kinda regret it now.

It’s probably best to remind myself that alhough these journals are out there and they contain tiny bits of information about my life (still a possibility of information disclosure), I am just an average Joe to a lot of people. Maybe for now, I’m not sure about the future. Maybe somehow I’ll blow up and people start to dig for information about my real identity because that’s whay fans with parasocial relationships do. Or maybe (most likely), this will just stay as my corner of the internet. But I’m the type of person who likes to play on the side of caution.

Nowadays it has become tiring for me to constantly filter my days to get content appropriate enough to be published online. But I’m really close to the end, my birthday is only days away at this point. So I guess I’ll keep writing.